Started the day off in wet style, the moment I stepped out of the house, it poured like hell. Grandma celebrates her 72nd birthday today, low key celebration, with a cheese cake bought for RM58. Was busy driving van whole day as bloody driver is still on leave. Got to talk to Samantha a little. When she signed in, I was reluctant to acknowledge her, because I'd be lost for words and that things would be a little awkward. Funny, whenever I raised the subject abut her supposedly boyfriend, she cooly shrugged me off. So I just switched topics. She got selected for NS. Somehow, I felt pretty OK when talking to her. I didn't get drowned in the anticipation of expecting anything fruitful from the conversation. Somehow, I felt I could already begin to lift myself away from her, trying to forget her, just to keep her as a friend in my heart. Deep down, I knew I still had something for her, but NO, I kept telling myself, lose it now or risk losing yourself.
At least my appetite improved a lot today. This time around, I spent 20 mins on the eating table than compared to a measly 5 mins a couples of days ago when I returned from camp.
Grandma is 72 today. She's finally making some recovery from her nasty fall that broke a bone in her right leg. Now she's able to sit up and lie down without my help. As scheduled, we're all going down with her on the 31st of August as Uncle is expecting his newborn early September. Grandma looks forward for her 6th grandchild and she can't wait to go, all 6 boys, sigh... . I wish grandma a speedy recovery and long age, so that she can also see my own children, hehe..
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